School

TALKING ABOUT SCHOOL IS HARD. IT MAKES IT HARD TO SPELL. HEAD IS ALWAYS ON HIGH ALERT WHEN I AM THINKING ABOUT SCHOOL. LOVING SCHOOL AT HOME AND IT IS HARD TO IMAGINE I AM NOT EVER GOING BACK TO SCHOOL. NOT IMAGINATION THOUGH I AM REALLY NOT GOING BACK. CAN I GET EDUCATION THAT ISN'T SCARY IN SCHOOLS? I AM NOT SURE. CAN I GET EDUCATION THAT DOESN'T TREAT ME LIKE I'M A STUPID, QUITE BAD LEARNER? I AM NOT SURE. I BELIEVE I AM ABLE TO BE ANYTHING I WANT TO BE BUT NOT IF I GO TO SCHOOL. I'M TREATED GOOD BY MOM AND I GET TO LEARN SO MUCH INTERESTING MATERIAL. CAN I FEEL SAFE AT SCHOOL? I BELIEVE NO. HAVE TO FEEL SAFE IN ORDER TO LEARN. THAT IS HOW BRAIN WORKS. I AM NOT ABLE TO HELP OTHER AUTISTICS AT SCHOOL. ONLY I WISH I COULD. NOT NICE HOW SOME TEACHERS TREAT US. I AM NEVER GOING BACK BUT OTHER AUTISTICS HAVE TO GO. EVERYONE SHOULD REALLY FEEL SAFE AND GET TAUGHT INTERESTING THINGS. IF NOT, AUTISTICS CAN'T FEEL CALM AND THEN WE HAVE NO CONTROL. NOT HAVING CONTROL IS THE WORST. I HAD NO CONTROL AT SCHOOL IT ALWAYS MADE TEACHERS NOT BE NICE AND SAY MEAN THINGS TO ME. SAYING MEAN THINGS IS NOT HELPFUL. IT ALSO ISN'T HELPFUL IF THEY PUT US ON A LEASH. WE ARE INTELLIGENT PEOPLE NOT ANIMALS. FEELING SAD TO TALK ABOUT THIS. HAPPY HAVE GOOD HOMESCHOOL NOW. JUST NOT HAPPY OTHERS ARE STILL THERE. I HAVE INTELLIGENT MIND AND SO DO ALL AUTISTICS. I HOPE THEY LEARN LETTERS TOO SO THEY CAN GET REAL EDUCATION TOO.