Foxes in the Woods

I GO TO WOODS TO HELP MY BODY KNOW PEACE. NOT BEING PEACEFUL IS HARD. I REALLY MISUNDERSTAND WHY PEOPLE LIKE BEING INSIDE. HOW ARE THEY NOT BOTHERED BY THE LOUD NOISES AND BRIGHT LIGHTS? THAT IS A MYSTERY TO ME. THINK THAT HAVING TO ALWAYS BE INSIDE IS A MISTAKE. BEING OUTSIDE IS SO INCREDIBLY RELAXING. I AM NOT ABLE TO CALM DOWN INSIDE LIKE I CAN OUTSIDE. IT IS ALWAYS NICE TO FEEL CALM. INSIDE SOMETIMES I AM NOT ABLE TO FEEL HAPPY. I HOPE GOING OUTSIDE FEELS GOOD. TO HAVE HAPPINESS ON ALL DAYS IS INCREDIBLE FEELING. NOT FEELING IT IS THE WORST. NOT LIKING INSIDE NOISES. ONLY OUTSIDE NOISES MAKE MY EARS NOT HURT.