Waiting

MIGHTY LONG WAITS ARE THE WORST. ON A LONG WAIT I CAN'T STOP THINKING ABOUT HOW MUCH I QUITE DON'T LIKE VERY LONG WAITS. NOT BEING REALLY IN CONTROL OF PATIENCE IS A REALLY HARD THING. NOT HAVING CONTROL OF MY BODY IS THE HARDEST THING TO DEAL WITH. BEING AUTISTIC I AM ALWAYS TOO EXCITED TO BE A GOOD WAITER. BEING NOT EMPOWERED TO DECIDE WHEN WE LEAVE IS VERY FRUSTRATING. I HAVE HOPE MAYBE GOING WILL HAPPEN SOON SO I HAVE TO REALLY HOPE I STAY IN CONTROL NOT LOSE IT.

Written while waiting to go fishing for the first time