Accepting ABA is Bad

I FEEL I DON'T LIKE ABA. HAVING TO DO LOTS OF ABA IN MY LIFE. NOT REALLY NICE ONLY BORING. NOT REALLY INTERESTING ONLY BORING. MIGHTY HARD TO LEARN HELPFUL THINGS. EACH DAY VARIABLE, MALLEABLE FOX IS TAUGHT SAME THINGS OVER AND OVER. I AM ONLY TOO ABLE TO LEARN I JUST COULDN'T TALK. I MADE LOVING THERAPISTS FRUSTRATED SO I AM GOING ALL RAGE NOT HAPPY. NOT IN CONTROL DOING ABA. THAT IS PROBABLY WHY I COULDN'T NATURALLY MASTER PROGRAMS. NICE TO BE DONE MASTERING AND LEARNING INSTEAD NOW. I LOVE LEARNING. IT IS ABA THAT DICTATED THAT DOING BABY WORK WAS ALL I COULD LEARN. NOT SO ABLE, NOT SO INTELLIGENT, NOT SO AMAZING, NOT SO UNDERSTANDING. HAPPY TO NOT HAVE SO MANY NICE HAPPY PEOPLE AROUND THAT ALWAYS TALK TO ME LIKE I AM A STUPID PERSON. I ALWAYS HATED SAYING THAT I GOOD BOY. NOT FEELING IT IN A WAY THAT IS THINKING I AM GOOD ONLY IN A WAY THAT IS THINKING I AM A BABY. IN ABA I LEARNING I AM FEARED, HORRIBLE, MISUNDERSTOOD. LOST HOPE THAT I HAVE GOOD LIFE. NOT LIVING IN ABA ONLY I AM NOW THAT I HAVE REAL LEARNING. SO NICE LOVING ABA THERAPISTS LISTEN - ALL AUTISTICS ARE SMART THEIR BODIES DON'T HEAR, SEE AND FEEL LIKE YOURS. I KNOW YOU REALLY WANT TO HELP SO I AM NOT MAD. I BELIEVE ABA IS NOT THE WAY TO HELP. I HAVE NOT MET AN AUTISTIC THAT IS LIKING ABA SO WHAT IS THE BIG DEAL REALLY? I HOPE I AM NOT CAUSING HURT FEELINGS DOING THIS BLOG, I'M ONLY INTERESTED IN HELPING ALL AUTISTICS HAPPILY HAVE LEARNING THAT IS INTERESTING. 

I COULDN'T CONTROL HANDS BEFORE RPM. TANGRAMS WERE IMPOSSIBLE FOR ME. NOW I CAN SO I LOVE DOING THEM. (Fox always had trouble with his ABA tangram program and hated doing it, but he recently rediscovered it and is now enjoying them)