Feelings Hard To Control

I FEEL SO SAD LATELY. THERE IS TOO MUCH HATE IN THE WORLD. TEACHING PEOPLE ALL THE SAME SO WHY IS THERE RACISM? I SO LIKE FEAR SOMETIMES. I LIKE SCARY HALLOWEEN AND SCARY ROLLERCOASTERS. HOWEVER THIS FEELS DIFFERENT. I THINK IT'S TOO HARD TO UNDERSTAND. SAPPY I KNOW, I AM LOVED AND I APPRECIATE THAT. GET I'M LIKE RUBY IN A LOT OF WAYS HOWEVER I'M ALSO TREATED QUITE DIFFERENTLY THAN HER. MY RAGE IS HARD TO CONTROL. TOTALLY HELPS TO WRITE POETRY. I'M AS FEARFUL HOWEVER NOT AS RAGEY AFTERWARDS. THIS MAKES BEING AFRAID OF RACISM EASIER. GET AM A LUCKY BOY TO LIVE IN CANADA. FEELS NICER HERE. HERE IS A POEM I WROTE ABOUT HARD FEELINGS I HAVE. 

RAGE

Rights lost
Anger won
Going less hopeful
Everywhere I see confusion

SAME AND DIFFERENT, STILL LOVING