Trip to Cuba

HAPPILY LAST MONTH WENT TO CUBA. I ALSO AFTER HAD A VERY NICE CHRISTMAS. I LIKED HAVING RUBY AND DAD HOME WITH ME EVERYDAY. NOW THEY ARE BACK TO LEAVING. NATURALLY I MISS THEM A LOT, SO FEELING SAD THIS WEEK. HAPPY TO BE HOME WITH MOM NOT AT SCHOOL BUT ONLY MISS A FAMILY BEING TOGETHER. IT KEEPS IMPRESSING ME HOW AMAZING MY FAMILY IS. I AM TALKING AND IT IS A TOTALLY NORMAL AND ACCEPTED THING IN MY FAMILY. GIVE ACKNOWLEDGING AUTISTICS ARE SMART A TRY, IT ISN'T AN EASY THING FOR ALL PEOPLE TO DO. HAPPY! I AM FINDING APPRECIATION FOR PUNCTUATION. IT HELPS REALLY SHOW MY FEELINGS NOT LIKE MY FACE. BEING ACCEPTED BECOMES HARD WHEN YOUR FACE DOESN'T REFLECT YOUR FEELINGS. I AM PINCHING INSTEAD OF HUGGING, FIND THAT SO INCREDIBLY FRUSTRATING. I WISH ALL MY TRUE FEELINGS WOULD ALWAYS BE SHOWN. INSTEAD OF ANGER I WOULD SHOW HAPPY, INSTEAD OF SAD I WOULD SHOW HAPPY, HAPPY WOULD BE MY FACE INSTEAD OF SERIOUS. TALKING HELPS BUT I STILL FIND RAGE COMES OUT WITHOUT MAD AND ANGRY FEELINGS CALLING IT. HATE RAGE. APPRECIATE FORGIVENESS AFTER A RAGE. I FOUND IT HARD TO BE CALM IN CUBA. NASTY SMELLING RESTAURANT DIDN'T HELP. HAVING NO SLEEP DIDN'T HELP. NICE SWIMMING AND ABILITY TO PLAY IN BEACH DID HELP A BIT. I AM HAPPY DAD BROUGHT US TO CUBA AND GAVE US NICE VACATION. I KNOW ALL MY RAGES MADE IT HARD SOMETIMES YET AM STILL HAPPY WE WENT. 

I WROTE THIS POEM IN CUBA. IT IS ABOUT MAKING FEAR OF LOSING LOVE GO FAR AWAY. 

LOVE HAS NO ANGER

I PINCH A LOT
AND FEAR A LOT
AND RAGE A LOT
AND LOVE A LOT

I FIND ANGER
AND I FIND MEAN
AND I FIND SLEEPINESS
AND I FIND LOVE

I KNOW STRESS
AND I KNOW TALKING
AND I KNOW ABILITY
AND I KNOW LOVE

I LOVE AFTER
AND I LOVE IF ACCEPTED
AND I LOVE FAMILY
AND I LOVE LOVE

HAPPY FOX AND RUBY ON BEACH