Wednesday, November 4, 2020

Skiing

I am sad Track 3 is cancelled. It's a gift to me. Here are some questions I answered after last season:

What made you decide to try skiing with Track 3?
I don’t remember.

How would you describe your experience in the program and how it has evolved over time?
Not an easy question. At first I had so much fun on the big hills. Then later years I found it too scary to go on the chairlift. So happy to stay on bunny hill for a few years. Made it easier to learn turns and how to slow down. Got impulse to fall on magic carpet so it became hard to ski bunny hill. The Track 3 people are so nice. They really think I should try big hills. They bought me a harness for the chairlift so I couldn’t fall off. They showed my Dad how to ski so he could go on the chairlift with me. This time, so not nervous in chairlift. On the big hills you are so skiing. Life gets good when the nervous feeling leaves. 

What is your favourite thing about the program?
The nice people.

What is the “special ingredient” that makes your time at Track 3 both successful and enjoyable?
There are a few things:

a) It is nice to start later than everyone. There is less noise. Then I don’t feel too sensory sensitive. It helps me try scary things in a calmer way. 

b) I have the nicest, most patient teacher. She thinks it’s not my fault I get nervous. She really believes in me. 

c) Track 3 so loves when students are happy. They never blame students for a bad night. 

How do you feel when people are surprised that you are involved in such an activity?
I think people are really closed to new talking ways. They are really closed to thoughtful, silent people. However skiing is easier to believe. Real life letter talking autistics are the best at proving we are amazing at many things. 

What would you say to let others’ fears rest about downhill skiing and the body-brain disconnect?
There is a tether to help if you need it. 



Friday, September 18, 2020

In The Memory

Gold green
need gravity
energetic
cries tiny amount
time makes me
the ethereal ghost waiting
to matter and be noticed
making a glow erratic on the sky
bright
meaning intelligent
existing randomly


Wednesday, June 24, 2020

Graduation Day Poetry

The Learning School

Hell in school
Loud mean looks
Quit stop no
No stop quit

Hell in mind
Mean loud sounds
No stop quit
Stop no quit

Don’t learn
Try hard
Makes no difference
Not a good student

It made no sense
Don’t make noise
Don’t run around
Don’t be you

It’s sometimes hard to not simply give up
It’s hard but not impossible

I only started learning 
When I stopped Going to school

Time to make noise
Time to run around
Time to be me
Time to learn

The learning school
Reading school
Science school
Math school

Whatever it can be school


Wednesday, April 22, 2020

Lesson on Snowy Garden

It is an in between Time
Testing Time
Magical Time
Time to hide
Time to sleep
See-saw sitting Time
Time to show
That it's 
Time to grow
Stop the snow
No no no
Winter or spring
Hot or cold
Young or old
It is an in between Time


Wednesday, January 15, 2020

My Quilt

This is my first quilt. I needed to learn how to tie knots. It is a lasting skill with me now. Taste of independence felt amazing. That's not an everyday feeling for me. It is a nice, soft blanket and I made it. That feels good. 

The squares of my quilt tell a story. The purple tells about the way I can say so much with just a finger. When I look at purple I think of flowers and grapes and fruit roll-ups. All with no words said. The nature lover that I am, the flowers then the blue represent a sunny day. To me, the best kind of day. As a kind loving big brother, the pink is my talkative, wonderful sister. That is the story of my quilt. 




Thursday, December 19, 2019

Sled Hiking

I am an inventor. I took my sled on a hike and invented sliking (sled hiking). Happily Ruby stayed home yesterday so I showed her how to slike. Then she helped me write the sliking rules. 

Rules of Sliking by Fox and Ruby

  1. Use sitting like criss cross applesauce. 
  2. Walk uphill, sled downhill. 
  3. You wear warm mitts. 
  4. Use your arms to propel yourself. 
  5. Share sled. 
  6. Hold on for dear life. 
  7. Not leaning too much. 
  8. If it looks dangerous don't do it. 
  9. Far sliking not for faint of heart. 
  10. Be patient, be prepared to go slow. 
  11. A Tim Horton's trip after is a must. 
  12. Have fun! 



Monday, November 25, 2019

Undercover

Happy to try new kinds of poetry. I tried a blackout poem. It is challenging because words are limited.